To be young
Leaving in an hour for a late night road trip to the mountains. We got a whole pot of pony boy coffee and a new pack of camel reds.
Summer
Mewithoutyou in june, destroyer in july, and third eye blind in august
One great shout into the silence
I am nothing bounded by nothing
sitting on this deck, drinking iced coffee after an hour of cleaning the house, going to start prep work for dinner so everything will be ready and done by the time the housemates get home. i guess what im trying to say is, id make an excellent house wife
So did you hear about parker?
He like has a job now as an interior design assistant or whatever. Its like a dream job with an amazing boss, yeah know, no big deal
Sometimes there are gun shots, the bullets travel straight but the sound curves around the corners of the neighborhood, knocking on doors, looking for me, trying to tell me something. Before i can make out what the sound is saying, it fades into the roar of the 880. The 880 doesn’t fade, it builds and builds, like the tide absent from moon. It’s been five months and sometimes i forget and the 880 is the ocean, it hides from me and i never find it. Another sound, San Fransisco bound, shakes the floor but not the floor, no it’s me, im shaking. There are no stars here, no night sky to tell of other places, im here, always here, there is only this and the fading gun shots
Tomorrow
4th interview in two weeks, a job as an interior design assistant/ apprentice. Wish me luck okay? I really want this one
Tokiói neonok. Fotó: Jun Miki. In: A tudomány csodái - Az anyag. A szerző: Ralph E. Lapp és a Time-Life szerkesztősége. Műszaki Könyvkiadó, 1973.
Tokyo neon lights. Photo: Jun Miki. In: LIFE Science Library - Matter by Ralph E. Lapp and the Editors of TIME - LIFE BOOKS, 1963 (hungarian edition by Műszaki Könyvkiadó, 1973).
Going to fresno tomorrow to see my parents, ive not seen them in like 5 months so im pretty pumped. Maybe ill try to do some body work with my dad, try to share some of this zen stuff thats become a pretty big part of my life. Sometimes i feel like FreeHous is a monastery and i a priest, visiting the normal world should be pretty different
